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I’m going back to the doctor at Medical City tonight again. Geez, what’s happening to me. :( I want to go study already and go back to school! Will update again when I get better.

Keep safe dearies xx

My class this semester usually starts at 4pm and ends at 9pm. Too late huh? But I got used to it already. :P Then earlier today, I just knew that I only have 1class every friday, 4-6pm. I didn’t have any second thoughts on coming to school since this 1 class is the most fun class ever. It feels like we’re in a comedy bar or something. We even had a quiz today and it was a surprise one but since everyone is listening attentively every meeting, almost the whole class got a perfect score. Way to go for our 1st quiz this sem! :D

After class, I went to the church. I normally go to the church before class but since I forgot, I just went there after. As I walk from our building, passing by the main building at Plaza Mayor, memories gushed right through me. Memories that will always be the best and the ones I’ll truly cherish. 2ndyr-2nd AY 2009-2010 semester was my fave. Every single day of it was a complete happiness for me. Even though I failed a major subject which made me shift into a another course, I was still happy and contented. Yeah of course, at first I felt sad for myself because I wouldn’t enjoy class with my SF friends anymore but as the days went by, I became happier than usual. They made me feel as if I was still their blockmate. They waited for my class to end so that we’d eat dinner together and bond. Then Babe would even wait for me outside our room so after each class, he’d glance at me through the window of our door just to say hi. He would bring me snacks whenever I feel hungry. And he’d just patiently wait for me everyday just to bring me home to my dorm safely. I was sincerely happy that time.

The ambiance, setting and feeling while I was walking made me feel nostalgic because it was exactly similar to what happened two years ago. It’s just that I was not sure on what I should be feeling. I had mixed emotions in me. Then it struck me, the worst feeling ever…. Loneliness. Why do everything have to change? Two years ago I was happily living with the people I love then now, two years after… I was just walking all by myself.

I am longing for those days to happen again. How I wish it was that easy.